Story: Chapter 3: The End

This time of year....
Is painful for me and those with a long distance relationship
I'm sure that there are those people
Who wish to have their special someone close to them
Right now....

Because after all,
It is Saint Valentine's Day
The day of love,
The day where couples are together....
And the day where even the cruelest of people,
Can have a change of heart

I really am selfish
Yes, indeed...
Because I wanted you to be here
Be here with me
But I am most of all "mean"
For there also might be another reason for me
Wanting you to be with me....
It may be because
I wanted to "show you off" in front of my friends... Yes, I have friends
Eight to be exact.... No more ,no less

Show you, who can brighten up a person's day
In your own way, I suppose...
And even brag about you
But it really does prove that I am "tainted"
Tainted... it sounds like it matches me perfectly

Did you know,
That before you started dating me,
I was "soulless"?
There might not be such a thing as this,
But I am four-faced....
I am different in front of my family, friends, classmates,
And you...
"How is that possible?" I don't know...

Remember that boy I was talking about?
He is in the same class with me,
All six of them
How am I suppose to concentrate for school now?
Rephrasing that,
How am I suppose to think of you, so that I can concentrate for school?

A month has passed,
It is now March, the month of luck
So far, I don't feel very lucky....
I don't think you'll feel lucky either...
Because something terrible might occur

This decision I'm making,
I don't know if it'll become the worst mistake of my life,
Or
The best decision of my life...

Three months have passed,
Meaning it's now June, the month of an ending...
I've grown out of stress now that you've encouraged me
Each step and every day,
But my decision has been made...

"I'm going to break up with you..."
But I feel as if I'm going to regret this...
Regret this "choice" for all of eternity...

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I have broken up with you,
Tears of sorrow are overflowing from my eyes
I'm sure that's a message from my heart,
Deep down...
Saying, "Why? I was truly happy when he was with me... why?"
I feel like I've betrayed you...
Hurt you...
As if a thousand swords throttled you,
All aiming at your heart...
I'm sure that you're crying too...

The beginning of summer has started,
I've been listening to this song...
A song that relates to us

As the lyrics go:
"How is it over there?
Surely, It's a place where I don't know
Give me a word or two so,
I'll know you are doing well...
Opening the door and heading towards you,
But I cannot do anything...
So I hope that at least this song and prayer
Reaches you deep inside you're heart

Not one cloud in the clear, blue sky
Not one method to hide my tear is given
The day to end has come
Now I cannot say anything to you
Ordinary day, yes it was
But then you colored my black and white life to red...
It was such a small graceful love...
Yes, it was small graceful love

So now....

If I can believe that someday,
We can meet again
That will be my strength...
We'll spend the days like it was before...
Till then I'll sing this song for you...

If the door of your heart closes,
We'd be apart forever...
I cannot bear
You'll never know my feelings...
You'll be from a dark cloud to the rain

Ordinary day, yes it was
But then you colored my black and white life to red
It was such a small graceful love...
Yes, it was a small graceful love

Farewell..."

To Be Continued...
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a/n: Hi, again! ^^ I hope that you've enjoyed my new chapter! For your information, the lyrics are indeed from a song! There will also be more chapters...! ^^ I don't know how many chapters there are for this story... Because apparently, I just write the story and is very, very bad at planning... ^^' So see you in the next chapter!