We have such a graceful love...
With so much to say
I wanted to know about you more,
But Christmas ended in a sorrowful way
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Two months have passed,
Still only knowing each others names and faces
I want to know more about you,
I really did...
But here's the problem,
My weak self has fallen in love
Once again...
I have fallen in love with the boy whom I've met in Elementary
I didn't even talk to him
Because I was shy even back then...
He was a kind looking boy who reminds me of you
I must be hallucinating from missing you so
Because he looks like you, smiles like you, and is nice
Like you...
This isn't happening,
This can't be
I just can't replace you for someone who reminds me of you
I can't betray you...
I can't replace you...
A week has passed,
I'm still keeping in touch with you
Trying to erase the thoughts of the boy that reminds me of you
Trying to make myself stronger
Make my heart stronger
Why aren't you here
Instead of being over there?
Where I can just keep you all to my self,
So that I don't have to be so weak...
I really am selfish aren't I?
Using you to make me feel better about myself...
I'm horrid, ugly, dreadful
And mostly disgusting...
Being two-faced around others isn't so hard
But being in love is
Not only have I already fallen for you once before,
Because I thought that you were one of the people whom I've liked
Temporarily...
But I have fallen for you twice...
And that is while we're dating
Right now,
And will hopefully be together,
Forever until we fade away into the everlasting sky...
I must be exhausted for thinking too deeply
The crisis that I'm in shouldn't be my top priority,
Instead making sure that you still li-- no love me
Should be my top priority
What happens later on will be unknown
And pray that I won't make any regrets later on...
After all, I am just a weak hearted and disgusting person...
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a/n: Okay, I've written the second chapter! Yatta[Yay]! I think that this chapter was pretty short... But... hey! I'm having a minor writer's block right now... My problem is pretty weird, too. I can only seem to write and think of what to put into the chapters while I'm typing them down.... ^^' Well anyways.... Hope you enjoyed the second chapter to "Once, Twice, Too Many..." and have already figured out why this story is titled that way... If you don't I recommend you reading this chapter again... -__-
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